Okay so obviously I just erased most all of my blog posts..
because when I read through them.. i was so embarrassed.
and from now on, i am going to lead my life with honesty
and i will not be ashamed.
which means a new lifestyle.
because recently,
i have shed a whole new light on my situation.
and this is how i came to that:
new city, new life, new church.
my favorite is the new church.
i spent eight years at homewood and i never felt as welcome as i felt the first day at Tusculum.
and then there was bible study.
which changed everything.
because until now, i never have had someone to tell my story to.
because everyone already "knows" in Alabama.
but telling it full out to someone,
made me realize how substantially blessed i am.
things that i have known inside
but haven't had the chance to think about them in a while.
and that is why i moved here.
God new i had such potential here in this new place.
and now i can grow to be the me god made me to be.
and that me
is ashamed of my blog post from earlier in this year.
i can see how much i lost focus on what mattered
on God.
and now i'm Claritin clear!
praise God.
